En Pointe 11-Lifestyle 55 Feature: Finding Hope In a World Without Dance
LIFESTYLE 55 FEATURE: FINDING HOPE IN A WORLD WITHOUT DANCE
Recently, Lifestyles 55, a Manitoba newspaper for older adults, contacted the RWB to take part in a special project planned to run through the summer. Lifestyles 55 wanted to hear from Winnipeg’s cherished arts organizations about how their livelihood has been threatened by COVID-19. The article below is the RWB’s first submission to the project and was originally published in the June 2020 edition of Lifestyles 55. We encourage you to seek out a copy of Lifestyles 55 to read this and other stories featuring the Winnipeg Symphony Orchestra, The Royal Manitoba Theatre Centre, Manitoba Opera, and On Screen Manitoba.
Finding Hope in a World Without Dance
By Sophia Lee
I was six years old when I started dancing. I didn’t know then that I would become a principal dancer with the Royal Winnipeg Ballet, but I knew I loved it. At school, when they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, my answer was always the same: I wanted to be a ballerina. When my parents put me in piano classes and swimming classes, the only thing I wanted to do was dance, and since then so much of my life has been about making that dream my reality.
All through my life, I never imagined that one day the privilege of being able to rehearse and perform dance would be taken away from me, but thanks to COVID-19 and the social distancing measures imperative to slowing its spread, that’s exactly what has happened. I haven’t danced since. Looking back, I had no idea how lucky I was to be able to perform in front of an audience. When I’m on stage, I want the audience to feel the joy that I feel when I dance, and nothing has brought me more happiness than being able to express musicality, physicality, and the love of ballet on stage before thousands of fans.
I can still remember the voices of the people who told me how they were moved by the performance and how much they took away from it. Hearing those kind word from the audience was always so important for me as a dancer, and though there’s a chance I may never get to hear those voices again, I do not despair. In fact, I find myself filled with hope for the future.
Dance, in its various shapes and forms, means so much to many people. The power of dance to express ideas and feelings without the need for words has always drawn people in and transcended barriers that otherwise prevent us from being understood. I firmly believe that no matter how we emerge from the COVID-19 pandemic, dance will find a way to continue.
The Royal Winnipeg Ballet continues working even now, diligently and in the midst of a pandemic, to bring dance to its patrons and to teach its students. For years, I have called the RWB my home away from home and throughout my career, both as a student and a dancer, the RWB has supported me in more ways than I can list. Their staff managed to keep the dancers informed and involved since news of the virus first impacted our livelihood in March, and we still hear regular updates regarding our hopeful return.
In the interim, the other dancers and I have had to be creative with ways to continue to stay in shape and keep our bodies dance ready. Personally, I’ve turned my basement into a home gym, complete with a makeshift ballet barre and jugs of detergent for weights. I have also used this time away from the typical rehearsal schedule intensity to rest and heal my body.
More than anything, COVID-19 has created a time of reflection for me. As dancers we are always aware of our inevitable retirement, and this has given all of us a chance to consider what our lives will look like after we step back from the stage. I firmly believe that when the world heals and it is safe for us to return, I will have the opportunity to continue sharing my passion with the world, whether it be as a dancer, choreographer, or teacher, and I will be grateful to do it.
Finally, I would like to remind everyone who, like me, has had their life or their dreams interrupted by COVID-19 that this is opportunity. This is your chance to experiment, to try something new, to push yourself a little further out of your comfort zone than you have ever been. Time is a gift and if you focus on small, achievable goals you won’t feel lost or disheartened, and soon you will have achieved something great without even realizing it. Remember that we’re all going through this together and the more we are able to do now, to support ourselves and one another, the better our outcomes will be.